its all about us now.

The first day of school started on a pretty High note.
(:
HAHAHA.
If I say that you met your eyecandies(yeah,lucky bit.ch) and erm, you had a good look at them and they look good,
I'd say you'd feel the same way too. (:

Anyway!
Sometimes I just loved sitting with Melody Seah Jia Wen during lessons.
She brings Honey Stars and I will bring Koko Krunch.
Perfect.
and she's so stupid sometimes!
but I love her all the same. <3
and she does actually annoys me on talks of 9.
she'd know who.
still, caught her in two compromising pictures.
Best.
HAHA.
one is with her hair clipped up cause her fringe is killing me and Nordin,not to mention her.
the other one is just her looking plain stupid.
(:
It's collaged though.
Go Figure which is which.
heard someone's bullying her on that someone's blog.
I saw it and you won't believe the amount of accuses that person made.
what can I say?
Some people just don't get it.
L.O.S.E.R.
(:

anyway.
during recess,I had the worst stomach _______(I don't know the word okay!) I could ever have.
It hurts so bad sometimes.
):
went down during lunch cause my Koko Krunch was stolen.
you know,I don't actually blow up or show my feelings of hatred(hmmm.Misunderstooded.) to anybody or at least not openly.
but I actually almost did during lunch.
If someone tells you that you should stop praying because you would never get what you want cause the more you pray the more you hope the more things will go wrong,
maybe you won't feel a thing and maybe actually believe her.
But that is not what I need now.
I have my best cousin in the hospital now and I can actually tell you straight in the face that I am Fucking Worried and the only thing I can actually do is Pray and Hope for the best.
so I sat there and almost blew up at Z and walked off after my food.
Thank God the Hockey Team actually had Hope.
Thanks Crystal! :D
I bet you were jabbing the ball again today!
(:

Which leads me to the Hockey Match.
okay.
they had the semis today and they won.
They did.
:D
1-0 in penalty flicks.
I am very proud of the hockey team.
they tried so hard.
and I grew up with them.
all the trips to Delta to meet them.
(:
but of course.
there is my Canoeing team.

Leads me again to training.
Coach said this and I am pretty upset.
"Tabitha you need to work harder now. I saw your partner with Deviana and I am very tempted to switch partners."
I've been with Tabitha(paddling I mean.) since forever!
but yeah,what Tabitha said got me even more upset.
"I don't care."
Hmmmmm.

I hate it when I am stuck in between with this huge amount of guilt weighing my mind down.
I bitch,yes.
but I listen most of the time.
and no, I don't take sides.
so I guess the person who tells me all these presume that I agreed.
and it really feels very awkward sometimes.
and I feel so bad.
D:<

oh.
saved Zakkiyya and in her boat is this cute little lizard!
oh man!
but everybody else freaked out.
poor little lizard ran further in and erm.
Zakk had to paddle with it inside.
but guess what.
Tabitha cried.
Ha.
ohkay.
so no one on my team actually likes lizards.
and they're all like standing ten metres away from me now.
Because I have lizards as pets.
uhhuh.
yeah.
I so get the team sometimes.
anyway.
the lizard drowned cause Coach happily dumped the whole boat into the water.
):
and I thought I found a replacement for David JR.
just so you know, David Jr. killed itself.
jumped off the ledge.
whoosh.
really jumped and don't imagine it being so agile as to find the wall again.
I would think that it was 10cm away from the ledge.
):
R.I.P. David Jr.

took cab home from training with Amanda and Bernice and Tabitha. dropped off with Amanda at Bukit Timah and took the bus home with her. (: I just can't help but love my team sometimes. <3

remember how I said I would post pictures?
yeah.
now I shall. (:

SAS' COUNTY FAIR '07. :D

SAS' County Fair '07.
Best.
(:

HOCKEY MATCH AFTERMATH DATE WITH HANEY AND CRYSTAL. :D

I swear the hockey match was love.
It was 18 mins of pure excitement and anxiety.
when they scored the goal,you could never imagine the loudness of the screams!
Everyone started tearing!
I knew the hockey team had the power,will and ability to actually pull it off.
and they did!
Crystal played great!
her skills were just so gooooooood.
never seen her play that well before!
and Nordin looked pretty mad cause Miss Malini kept stepping onto the pitch which she is not supposed to!
and he was very nice!

Me: how come no one thanked me?
Santhiya!: Aiyoh Siti!
Nordin: Okay la okay la! THANK YOU VERY MUCH!

hahaha.
and I didnt even know he heard me!
(:
so everyone was in a super good mood.
Crystal,Hani and I decided that we need some quiet time.
cause everyone else is going out together and they're too noisy! (:
so we went to eat and took the bus home after! :D
<3


SEOUL GARDEN WITH ATIQ AND HANEY. :D


It was fun.
Honest.
been a long time since I actually sat down to eat good food and feel contented after.
I can tell you I sure was contented!
anyway.
had training in the morning,went back to school to pick up some stuff before meeting the two of them
oh man!
all the jokes and the teasings!
HAHAAH.
CUTE MATS BEHIND THE COUNTERS.
YUMMY. (:
went home after. (:

MISCELLANEOUS. :Dhahaha.
spot Hani's cute beyond cute cousin! :D
and Sijing!
and Shamus!
:D

HMMMMM.
been pretty busy.
school holidays are like nonexistent.
I have lessons till wednesday and trainings on thursday and friday.
tuition.
WAHLAUEHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. ):

anyway.
had malay from 8 to 1 today!
five hours of alotalotalot of laughter!
it's good actually.
help you organize your thoughts.
(:
but the guy is so funny,
I CANNOT ANGKAT!
or something like that.
I dont indulge in mat-language.

anyway.
went down to the canteen to meet that santhiya and erm, we fell asleep while doing work. -__-
yeah.
the next thing i know is Hani calling me and Lydiawati standing behind me.
and took cab down to Delta to pick Hani.
and something really weird happened on our way to the busstop.

Me: I can tell you that while we're walking now, 132 will pass us.
Hani:(turns head)
(132 zoomed past.)
Hani: OMG!

not really weird but wait la!

went to Shell,saw Crystal,Lavabubba,ChristieThe Flirt and Andi!
:D
at the busstop,

Me: I say 132 is coming now.
TheRest: (turns head to the road)
Christie: 132!
Hani: OMG SITI! ARE YOU PSYCHIC!

I think I am. (:
It would be cool.

anyway.
went to BP and ate with Hani!
and erm.
we walked around and I saw this girl-woman carrying the handbag of her girlfriend.
and they're kissing in my face!
okay nevermind.
point is!
Why do people need their partners to carry thier bags for them?
No offence to those who actually do but I am really wondering why.
the guys looked so gay(again,no offence) and the girls,look stupid with two handbags.
GET MY POINT!
again,nvm.

anyway.
visited my cousin yesterday and he looked really weak.
I couldn't talk to him cause I tend to need a person's face to look at while talking(unless on the phone of course) and yeah,
he's pretty much wrapped up.
plus,there's alot of people around.
):
I felt so bad!
and Irsyaad forgot to tell him I'm sorry when he vistied Azri today!
):
aiyah!
I'll try to go tomorrow.
hmm.
Irsyaad owes me Ice Cream. (:
I LOVE ICE CREAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM.
MMM MMMM GOOOOOOOD.

OH!
I got locked of the house today!
I forgot to bring my key!
so embarrassing,sitting outside on the verge of falling asleep!
):
I REALLLLYYYY WAS TIRED.
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.
luckily that sister of mine came back.
and Dad too.
(:

and!
I JUST CAUGHT A BABY LIZARD.
IT'S CALLED DAVID JR.
(I caught a bigger lizard before and we called it David so we figured that this is its son of something.)
I WONDER WHAT LIZARDS EAT.
I'll take pictures of it and show one day!
:D

I'M SO EXCITED FOR DAVID JR.!
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

before I forget!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DANNY ALAN DAVID JONES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

I forgot to say something.





I saw neighbour today.

and Mark Richmond.
and Muttons.
and Nazatul.
and Santhiya.
and Lisa.
and 987 people.
and the Interview on radio with the Muttons.
and Shopping with the sis. (:

= Very Satisfied Me.
:D

you know,
I'm pretty much impressed of people who could take things so splendidly in their stride.
it's really great wonder seeing how people accept stuff as it is and try their best to accomodate to it.
and they succceeded.
In one way or another.

I really am proud of them.

oh man.
today was relatively okay cause I skipped REAP.
not on purpose but I have tuition,you see.
:D
anyway.
tuition was good and erm.
on the way home!
Hani and Hanisah and I went to eat uncle's ice cream!
you know,those you find along orchard road!
hahaha.
yumm!
and we ate while it was raining heavily.
BEST.
anyway.

Mat called during recess and lunch!
ahhhh.
so long never talk to him!
hahahah.
he went to get back his A'Level results!
oh man!
he did very wellll!
I'M SO PROUD OF MY BUDDY!
:DDDDDDDDDDDD
ehy buddy!
oh man.
my buddy!
he's the bestest.
his report card was like,
A
A
A

WOW MAN.
:D
hahaha.

but he did not study.
):
(He was in Orchard the whole night the day before his Bio paper.)
smart asses like him should erm,
be friends with me.
maybe I can get smarter.
AIYAH.
What can I say?
My buddy's the man!

Me: MATTTT. I'm so happy! what are you planning on doing!
Mat: I dunno. Dentistry?
Me: why you want to play with people's teeth for!
Mat: I need to show my nice straight teeth somewhere right!

HAHAHHAHA.
he said it with so much sarcasm I want to punch his face.
terrible.

anway.
relatives are over now so I shall watch some TV.
then watching Busted and McFLY sounds good.
(:

I DUNNO WHY SOME PEOPLE CAN LIVE WITH SO MUCH HATRED GOING ON AROUND HER. IT IS SO OBVIOUS PEOPLE DON'T LIKE IT BUT SHE JUST IGNORES THEM AND ACT LIKE STUFF ARE PERFECTLY NORMAL. I WANT TO SLAP HER. AND SUE HER. AND HUMILIATE HER AND PUNCH HER FACE. GO AND DIE YOU BITCHY BITCH. WHAT CAN I SAY? SOME PEOPLE JUST DON'T GET IT.

*on a lighter note*
I LOVE CHAZWICK.
CHAZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.
YUMYUMYUMYUMYUMYUMYUMYUM.
:D
buttt.
R.I.P. Busted.
I'm terribly sad.
it's been 2 years, one month and 15 days since they split.
D:< style="font-weight: bold;">First Love.

HAHAH.
pardon me,
I'm very high today.

many would know why so I shall not enlighten those ignorant ones.
OH MAN.
the papers today were considered okay, based on the fact that I didn't managed to absorb much the previous night.
but who cares!
I was smiling and grinning the whole of today. :D
anyway.
had lunch at PS with Jessleen and Mary and RahRahRakinah and PeiChun.
It was stupid la.
they kept mocking the stuff shown on the teevee.
LOSERS.
and there's this guy who kept buying ice cream!
like, every five minutes!
AND I AM NOT JOKING......
really!
hahahaha.
walked to Heeren with Mary and Jessleen cause they wanted to go HMV.
walked around and I saw B,to the U to the S,T,E,D.
:DDD
yumyum.
then I saw Rain's album,
making me sing the Rain-I'm Coming song over and over.
wanted to go off but it started raining! >:(
and I stood there with them by the escalator,wishing.

ME: Ahhhh. I wish for a place to sit so I can study Chem.
Jess: You find ah!
Guy: erm,excuse me. I'm from Toni&Guy and I would like one of you to assist me in my haircuts.
ME: huh!
Guy: oh,it's raining and my model couldn't come so I desperately need someone I can work on now cause my instructor's here.
Jess: okayyy. Siti, you go!
ME: No need la.
Mary: I go la!

So,there it began.
Mary got a haircut(which took forever!) and I got my wish.
so, the guy served us drinks and all and I sat at the corner with Jessleen to study chem and we managed to absorb quite a number of stuff! (:
YAYY.
Mary's haircut took so long,me and Jessleen started talking BS.
like throwing stuff at people and all!
then,we slowly walked out and erm....
started making weird movements,mimicking Rain's video.
HAHAHAH.
and Mary and the guy saw it!
omg.
so embarassing!
:O
yeah.
gossipped about the people around us and all!
and we saw obscene scenes!
this guy was practically burying his face into his girlfriend's boobs!
on the escalator!
D,to the I, to the S to the G,U,ST,I,N,G!(x1000000000000)
hahahaha.
we wanted to sneak in back into T&G but Mary saw!
Her haircut ended and it looked really gooddddd!
:DDDDD
and the guy offered us more FREE(I admit,I'm part Kiasu.Singaporean whattttttt) haircuts.
but it won't last long.
maybe I'll visit him like nextnext week or something.
(:
then we walked to Taka and Jessleen got something and erm,I took my bus home. (:
ate dinner and studied two pages of Chem and after this,I'm going to try and study 20 more pages.
GO SITI! (oh man,Mr. Ravi!)
hahaha.
he loves saying that to me! ):<
OKAYYYY.
Last two papers tomorrow and I'd be free.....................till the evening cause I have tuition. ):
Life is sad.

been like more than a week since i updated.
It's either I'm very busy or just plain lazy to do it.
I have a feeling that it's both,however. ):<
and I updated mainly cause of ITAW's comment.
<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<(the tagboard)

Nothing much happened actually.
Training is getting more boring,
hockey won the past two matches,
softball started their nationals,
common tests sucked and going to suck even more,
remedials piled up,
I'm bad-mooding almost every minute,
I'm missing YoungMinds,
I'm missing Mat&Nash&amp;Dino&JW&CD&everyoneelse,
Mickey's pretty busy with his pimp-ee and school and clubbing,
in fact,everyone's busy,
I'm hoping veryvery much that Fariz got me the autograph,
I'm hoping very much too that I get the stuffs I want by end of next week,
and I want to bump into more people this coming week,
(which is almost impossible cause of time constraints to stop by anywhere between school and home.)
LIFE is looking pretty terrible,
but i won't count on it that it would change anytime soon.

And I am still pretty upset that Nationals is in July.
I have my O'Levels to think of,
and I can't spare much time on other stuff once Intensive Trainings begin once again,
and I would like to step down ASAP because again,
I have O'Levels.

I still managed to take a break quite a number of times and I'm pretty satisfied.
There was the ride through the cemetery at eleven at night and the County Fair and the lunches I had out of school and home.

The ride through the cemetery was pretty much a failure except this particular moment where no one stopped screaming cause of something really wierd.
I can't be bothered to explain cause people I explained to didn't get the message.
I guess you need to experience it yourself.
It was pretty cool though.
like it was totally unplanned and we just packed some finger food and got into the car.
not much conversation was made and everyone was trying to calm themselves down by blasting the radio and singing along really loudly.(OKAY LA,ME ONLY.)
then it just got quieter until no one talked.
and the driver,namely Nat,was very reckless that I got shocks all the time.
and she JUST got her licence.
went home with this very troubled feeling but I managed to watch Cold Case after that.
but I couldn't actually sleep soundly. ):

County Fair at SAS was pretty great too.
had good food like Nachos and Grilled Cheese and Twizzlers and Caramel-dipped Apples.
The American Club's food looked good too.
and the Viking Hotdogs were humongous.
but the line's really long.
too bad I didnt buy much coupons.
went to the Book Sale and got a couple.
okay, I didn't but the sister did.
compared to the others there who got THOUSANDS of books,
we looked pretty pathetic.
the books were going at really cheap prices and conditions were good.
they almost looked brand new.
and there were CDs and magazines too.
I think the highest price in the Sale was $5?
yeah.
Magazines were 50cents.
Comics too.
CDs were at $1.
then there was the game which I do not know how to describe.
it was cool.
quite barbaric though.
I saw a guy got hit right in his face. ):
there was also the rock climbing wall which reached all the way to the ceiling which is pretty high so the whole thing looked really huge.
watched live bands perform and the trombonist was really funny.
:D
then watched the dancers perform,the contemporary,the hip-hop and the Chingay dancers!
yeah.
Isabelle's sister is one of the Chingay dancers but there were so many of them.
then walked around and went off to have lunch/dinner at Causeway Point.
It was really fun!
oh man!
we talked about ghost stories right in the middle of Banquet and got a couple of stares casue some people(stares at Nazihah) just couldn't stop screaming.
and I had Fishball noodles.
Laughed alotalotalotalotalotalot.
my stomach still hurts.
went off and we went home!
I went home first while Huda and Nazihah went to plaza.
Initially,I was to change and meet them and we would go to my aunt's house together.
but daddy said he would send after he got back from some wedding so Huda and Nazihah came up.
got ready and took alot of pictures(mostly stupid) and waited for daddy to come back.
He came and drove us to my aunt's place.
watched Chingay and part of Pesta Perdana.
):
I was very sad that I couldn't catch Taufik till the last part where he, naturally, won the Most Popular Personality.
Yum.
He looked really good!
(:
FARIZFARIZFARIZ must learn not to let me down.
okay.
went home in my uncle's lorry!
hahahah.
It was pretty fun.
reached home and slept. (:

I rotted the whole day of today.
managed to read some history but I wouldnt count on it that I will pass my paper tomorrow based on that little knowledge I absorbed.
and CrystalLee's angry.
bet she's jealous.
I should stop now and study.
BUT I want to go out.
HOW?
D:

AIYAH.

P.S. Pictures up soon.